http://adeline.panthera.ro/Rss feed engine powered by iPiNOW! (www.Panthera.ro)en-usThe movies taught me that if I don't have anything nice to say, I should shut the fuck up. Which I did, a little bit earlier. That didn't quite worked up either, because...here I am now... in my sweet chair, writing on my damn ugly blog (wink wink Honey-Bun) all the things I shouted deep in my mind.I am a big animal lover. I have owned about 10 dogs, saved about 5, own one and a cat curently.I have also had a rat-squirrel, birds, guinea pigs, a rabbit, hamsters, et cetera. Yeah, I know - when I think about my future, I also see myself surrounded by 30 cats (at least! jk).I terribly dislike people who take animals as toys. You know.. toys... stuffed SOULLESS things.I wish I could have told him that he is an asshole! An asshole for taking that dog into his world, breaking her spirit, making her a submissive cat-like thing and then releasing her back into her misery. That's just not right. You can't take a soul, break his legs and then kick it out. That's just not right!When I realized that, I couldn't be into the same room with him anymore. I was hurting. I. Me. Myself.None of my business, I know, but you know what they say: "Tell me who you're hanging with to tell you who you are.", and I am just not that person.I wish I won the lottery... I would have taken that dog.Definitely. (the dog in the picture it's my cutie-pie)2010 02 24 17:14:48http://adeline.panthera.ro/Spirit---_24022010171448.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Spirit---_24022010171448.html2009 11 20 15:10:33http://adeline.panthera.ro/Don_ptrf_t%20get%20me%20wrong---_20112009151033.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Don_ptrf_t%20get%20me%20wrong---_20112009151033.html...so big that I got Sailor Moon and the 7Ballz. I watched it until Sailor Moon went at the Tuxedo Mask home...and they showed his face. Damn, the creators of that thingy have no graphic talent. I deleted it.This guy here made a great review about it :)http://www.animecritic.com/hentaireviews/s7bz/hnr-s7bz.html I just have know it from the poster. They made S.M fat..and she's like a hen lying an egg2009 10 23 12:58:25http://adeline.panthera.ro/Big%20Sailor%20Moon%20fan%20here---_23102009125825.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Big%20Sailor%20Moon%20fan%20here---_23102009125825.htmlI believe that I have a good nose for detecting nice people, the only problem is that it only works for men. Yeah, my nose detects nice men. Women? No, not really.You can't trust a woman completely, you can't predict what your relationship with a woman will be in 6 months! Women change more often than the seasons do!I like to think that I am not an ordinary woman girl, but still, who knows what my sistahs think?I think I would make a hell of a dude. I am simple, men are simple. Women? NahhhhThis is a stupid blog entry (not like the others are any smarter) because I am not saying something you don't already know, reader.The truth being told - she wasn't who I thought she was. I am wondering how many men told this thing to their best mate... Billions? Probably! Now to be honest with myself: she was what she is, but I made her what I wanted in my mind... and it worked out...until we got closer? 2009 10 21 23:51:56http://adeline.panthera.ro/Apparences---_21102009235156.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Apparences---_21102009235156.htmlThere's a guy around here, a neighbor probably. Day and night, night and day, he wears sunglasses. Someone kicked his butt or he watched too much CSI Miami?2009 10 07 21:12:38http://adeline.panthera.ro/CSI%20Dristor---_07102009211238.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/CSI%20Dristor---_07102009211238.htmlI imagined my death in a trillion possible ways, although never for those dear to me. I like to believe that they are immortal, even if though, life has showed to me, that sometimes we have to deal with losing someone close. Desperation, anger, denial...some more anger, and later...later, later...acceptance.These people, looking so healthy, looking so well...how can they just collapse? Maybe someone will ask him/herself the same thing regarding my person when my well being will perish. If not, I guess it means I was not such a good human as I like to consider myself sometimes. Maybe seeing our dear ones suffering it is just a reminder. Oh, and back we go to instability. But this kind of instability is served cold to everyone...rich or poor.2009 09 14 16:57:27http://adeline.panthera.ro/(Im)mortality---_14092009165727.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/(Im)mortality---_14092009165727.htmlThe biggest earthquake I ever felt was 5 years ago. It didn't scared me orstuffs even though I was at the moment in a building at the 7th floor. It feltpretty strong, but...I was laughing. The bed was moving with me and I was hellalaughing.Two weeks or so, Italy was hit by a very strong earthquake and many peopledied. Saturday a small earthquake hit Romania. This time I haven't laughed eventhough the earthquake was much smaller...it creeped me a lot!After I heard about the earthquake in Italy, I started dreaming almost everynight about earthquakes... I am terrorized. Some couple of minutes ago my catmoved the bed and my heart went crazy thinking it's the big daddyearthquake...which will come, probably soon enough (I live at the 6th floor)I have made a plan, though. If an earthquake occurs, we will all go to situnder the big table in the living room.Goddammit. I always felt like I will die young, but not in pain. I thinkdying in the broken pieces of your building it's painful.I am soooo F-ing rambling right now, but I really crapped my pants lolBlahhhh2009 04 28 20:50:08http://adeline.panthera.ro/Earthquakes---_28042009205008.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Earthquakes---_28042009205008.html De-ar avea campania asta succes... :)2009 04 24 17:52:29http://adeline.panthera.ro/Atlas%20de%20Mitocanie%20urbana%202%20_+_%20Noi%20specimene---_24042009175229.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Atlas%20de%20Mitocanie%20urbana%202%20_+_%20Noi%20specimene---_24042009175229.htmlToday, 21.04.2009, I have made a bet with my best friend, Mihai...If I finish Fallout 3 until 1st June, he comes in Bucharest to buy me drinks... if I don't finish the game until then - I go to his hometown and give him drinks! He lives 5 hours away!!! :))Today I was feeling almighty after finIshing Bioshock, like a computer games God. Well, things don't seem THAT fluffy now. Fallout 3 sucks. For me at least...I HAD TO KILL DOGS, GODDAMIT!! DOGS!! I am a dogs lover and those dogs were looking soooo realistic... ah.. my character is ugly..Oh well, who knows what will happen...Wish me luck!2009 04 21 21:19:17http://adeline.panthera.ro/Fallout%203---_21042009211917.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Fallout%203---_21042009211917.htmlI have just finished this mega awesome game and I am proud of myself for notkilling any little sister :D Yey!This was the first shooter game I ever played (I have troubles moving myselfwith the mouse lol) and now I cannot wait Bioshock 2 even though it doesn'tseem as extraordinary as the first one.This game is shiny and it has cool missions! I strongly recommend it!2009 04 20 15:23:17http://adeline.panthera.ro/Bioshock---_20042009152317.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Bioshock---_20042009152317.htmlOff to church with my little guy... :)2009 04 18 23:12:09http://adeline.panthera.ro/Happy%20Easter%20Everybody!---_18042009231209.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Happy%20Easter%20Everybody!---_18042009231209.htmlI am not a bad human. I do not consider myself a bad human. I do have mysins and I am deeply ashamed of them.There are some of them I can change, but one reason or another pulls me out.I swear I have good intentions and good, fluffy dreams. Even though I am nota Christian, I do have my God and I consider him as being the best.I sin like most of people do by praying only in my times of need, while I amhappy I seem to forget it.I have done some bad things in my life and some of them I keep doing. I likechurches for their architecture and silence. But I don't believe in what theyrepresent. I don't respect at all priests.I have good and bad things in my life. But the goods I have, I have noguaranty I will have them as long as I am alive. Not even family.That makes me a sad woman-kid.I'm not even rich to do good deeds to wash my sins away. Well, I do some,but I don't believe their enough.This is my confession before Easter.And, you, my God, you rule!2009 04 18 11:47:28http://adeline.panthera.ro/Confession---_18042009114728.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Confession---_18042009114728.htmlhttp://www.iwab.org/ongoingcampaigns.html What they do to those poor bulls is unacceptable! I have mailed those mofo's! You can do it also! Maybe our e-mails count!!!!2009 04 17 22:22:16http://adeline.panthera.ro/Against%20bullfighting!!!---_17042009222216.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Against%20bullfighting!!!---_17042009222216.htmlOutside my block we have a supermarket and some other shops, but the supermarket is closer to my building so I tend to do my shoppings there.Some couple of months, mom came home from shopping asking me for 10 bani. That's little money, you can buy NOTHING with 10 bani.. so 10 bani is the coin you can buy nothing with it..Mom told me that one of the sellers kinda been mean to her because she didn't had 10 bani! I don't know about other countries, but here people leave the small coins at the shop when they recieve their rest.I was INTRIGUED, but shutted up. I decided I will take all the small coins from that shop and always look nasty at that biatch (mom described her to me).Ok, so I knew who she was. I was always picking all my rest and looking nasty at her.One day... I was out with my son and he wanted a small, small ball. We have some machines - you stick two 50 bani coins and you get the small jumping ball. So, I go to that shop, and ask that biatch nicely if she can exchange me a 1 leu paper with two 50 bani coins.She said NO, but she had coins on her table!I WAS SOOO MAD!I get home, open the pc and decide I am going to write an e-mail to the people who run those supermarkets. Sadly, I didn't knew her name...SOOOOOOOOO, I went in the supermarket and asked to talk with the big boss there. Met the supervisior, told her what problem I have with that biatch and she apologiased for her.After some couple of days I stopped seeing her. I realized today that I haven't seen her in weeks......Ok, she was a mean gypsi bitch - but who knows? Maybe she really needed her job..I feel some sort of guilt. This is bothering me. 2009 04 17 20:40:45http://adeline.panthera.ro/Some%20sort%20of%20guilt%20---_17042009204045.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Some%20sort%20of%20guilt%20---_17042009204045.htmlThe game looks awesome, the characters look awesome...everything looksawesome, BUT it has a lot of bugs and the mapping sucks! Really sucks!I love shiny RPG games, but this one is a catastrophe because of its map.Maybe, despite the bugs and stuffs, I would have continued playing S2FA, but Ifound it a huge waste of time.Well, if you want to stick to a game for A LOT of time - you shouldreally try this game, but if you are into more "complex" RPG's -screw it! My humble opinion...2009 04 16 12:41:42http://adeline.panthera.ro/Sacred%202%20_+_%20Fallen%20Angel%20---_16042009124142.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Sacred%202%20_+_%20Fallen%20Angel%20---_16042009124142.html2009 04 10 14:44:51http://adeline.panthera.ro/Happy%20Birthday,%20Gibito%20!---_10042009144451.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Happy%20Birthday,%20Gibito%20!---_10042009144451.htmlPrimul meu articol in limba romana :) Merita! Hands down !2009 04 05 14:40:14http://adeline.panthera.ro/Atlas%20de%20Mitocanie%20urbana---_05042009144014.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Atlas%20de%20Mitocanie%20urbana---_05042009144014.htmlI am in the big, dirty mouth period for the second time in my life. First time it was when I was 15. Cursing was cool. Yeahhh......Goddammit !2009 04 04 01:23:55http://adeline.panthera.ro/Big,%20dirty%20mouth---_04042009012355.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Big,%20dirty%20mouth---_04042009012355.html My guinea pig Omen the Second prepares to take a nap with Fantomas :) ZzZzZzZzZzzzZZzZZzZzZzZZzZ2009 04 01 22:39:42http://adeline.panthera.ro/You%20gotta%20love%20pets%20!---_01042009223942.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/You%20gotta%20love%20pets%20!---_01042009223942.htmlToday I played my lottery numbers for this month. EXCITING!After I left the lottery shop, I realized I have the same big dumb smile I haveevery month after I play my numbers and the same dreams on my way home.I dream I would buy myself a HUGE apartment, a doberman, a rottweiler,a golden retriever, a labrador, a horse, a big car looking like a tank and afarm where I could help abandoned animals and cut animal balls for free J Maybe get in a country where there are abunch of shops with goth clothes and fill my wardrobe, too :)After all this would be done, I could visit Africa and readto all those people Romanian writings (translated in English).The images of these things happening come up every month J although I know theyare unreal, they give me a hell of a big smile :)2009 03 26 22:57:34http://adeline.panthera.ro/Lottery---_26032009225734.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Lottery---_26032009225734.htmlHave you noticed that ALL the good lines pop-up when the disscusion is finished or when the topic is changed? Or maybe is just me?I hate that!That happens to me mostly on contradictory discussions.When the talk is over for different reasons and I feel like something is not OK, or I haven't won the "I am right prize", I start thinking about what could I have said to turn the tables in my favour. And I think and think and think THEN I finally get it :)Sadly, it's too late.Goddammit!2009 03 21 13:10:01http://adeline.panthera.ro/The%20good%20lines---_21032009131001.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/The%20good%20lines---_21032009131001.html My Honey Bunny finally finished the RSS part of my blog :) Thank you, Honey Soooooooooo, dudes, click HERE Read on Wikipedia about RSS feed (just in case) Wuv ya' all 2009 03 17 22:08:48http://adeline.panthera.ro/I%20have%20RSS%20!!!---_17032009220848.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/I%20have%20RSS%20!!!---_17032009220848.htmlSo, in like 2 minutes it's "Women's Day". I'd like to wish a very happy day to all the grandmothers around the world. Love you foreverby Robert Munsch A mother held her new baby and very slowly rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And while she held him, she sang: I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be. The baby grew. He grew and he grew and he grew. He grew until he was two years old, and he ran all around the house. He pulled all the books off the shelves. He pulled all the food out of the refrigerator and he took his mother's watch and flushed it down the toilet. Sometimes his mother would say, "this kid is driving me CRAZY!"But at night time, when that two-year-old was quiet, she opened the door to his room, crawled across the floor, looked up over the side of his bed; and if he was really asleep she picked him up and rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. While she rocked him she sang: I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be. The little boy grew. He grew and he grew and he grew. He grew until he was nine years old. And he never wanted to come in for dinner, he never wanted to take a bath, and when grandma visited he always said bad words. Sometimes his mother wanted to sell him to the zoo!But at night time, when he was asleep, the mother quietly opened the door to his room, crawled across the floor and looked up over the side of the bed. If he was really asleep, she picked up that nine-year-old boy and rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And while she rocked him she sang: I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be. The boy grew. He grew and he grew and he grew. He grew until he was a teenager. He had strange friends and he wore strange clothes and he listened to strange music. Sometimes the mother felt like she was in a zoo!But at night time, when that teenager was asleep, the mother opened the door to his room, crawled across the floor and looked up over the side of the bed. If he was really asleep she picked up that great big boy and rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. While she rocked him she sang: I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be. That teenager grew. He grew and he grew and he grew. He grew until he was a grown-up man. He left home and got a house across town. But sometimes on dark nights the mother got into her car and drove across town. If all the lights in her son's house were out, she opened his bedroom window, crawled across the floor, and looked up over the side of his bed. If that great big man was really asleep she picked him up and rocked him back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And while she rocked him she sang: I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be. Well, that mother, she got older. She got older and older and older. One day she called up her son and said, "You'd better come see me because I'm very old and sick." So her son came to see her. When he came in the door she tried to sing the song. She sang: I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always... But she couldn't finish because she was too old and sick. The son went to his mother. He picked her up and rocked her back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And he sang this song: I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my Mommy you'll be. When the son came home that night, he stood for a long time at the top of the stairs. Then he went into the room where his very new baby daughter was sleeping. He picked her up in his arms and very slowly rocked her back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And while he rocked her he sang: I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living my baby you'll be.2009 03 07 23:48:34http://adeline.panthera.ro/Women_ptrf_s%20Day---_07032009234834.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Women_ptrf_s%20Day---_07032009234834.htmlWatched "Twilight" yesterday. Honestly, it was one of the worst vampire movie I have ever seen, but even so it made me realize something: I am getting old and no vampire will bit me in the next 5 years so I can forever stay young and beautiful !That's sad, no? But others survived. My math teacher, she is a woman in her forties I guess, her hour bores me to death and I mostly sleep (mentally) or draw... but I can remark her smile. We are all a bunch of idiots at her hour, but even so, she is not yelling, but smiling a lot. And she's older.I tend to say and think that elderliness brings knowledge... for some, of course. On a news channel they show a video of a man driving and dancing and acting like a monkey.I think he is in his thirties. Gosh, he could kill someone !Well, that's all for now. I have to accept that I am getting old (this year turning 20).I will watch again "Queen of the Damned" these days. That's an awesome vampire movie! :) Farewell, my readers!2009 03 06 19:00:23http://adeline.panthera.ro/Older---_06032009190023.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Older---_06032009190023.html Once upon a time, a boy liked a song.This song : For a while, the boy was happy with it. He even got that song on his phone as his alert... BUT on 31 Dec. 2008 - 11:30 AM he HEARD an PLAGIAT. The worse thing was that it was on MANELE style. Why? Where is the justice in this world?I'm sorry, i just can't write how much the boy was hurt. Well, i could, but i'm just too lazy today. It's my birthday, so i "dedicate" to you all that "PLAGIAT"!!!! [flash]http://www.youtube.com/v/DWX3kRToQLk&hl=en&fs=1[/flash]2008 12 31 19:51:45http://adeline.panthera.ro/How%20to%20be%20upset%20on%20your%20birthday---_31122008195145.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/How%20to%20be%20upset%20on%20your%20birthday---_31122008195145.htmlI wish one day I will spend the new eve's night with all my friends from all over the world :) Wouldn't that be awesome? Where would be doing that? Hm.. Oh well..You've all been watching me grow, you've all supported me -- you don't know how gratefull I am for having friends like you :) When I wil be old and my hair will turn gray, I hope we'll all still be friends :) Happy New Year!!! Love you all :)2008 12 31 19:47:01http://adeline.panthera.ro/Happy%20New%20Year!!---_31122008194701.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Happy%20New%20Year!!---_31122008194701.htmlToday is a special day :) For two reasons-three actually :) 1.My big guy turns 11101 today...and because is his birthday, for some strange reason 2.he has a surprise for me. Yay! 3.And the last reason why this day is so special is because... tonight is the New Eve's Night :)I'm gonna put my fancy clothes on and partyyyyy! Oh boy, I am soooo thrilled :) How many days a year I am dressed fancy? Maybe 3 :) I'm lazy and lazy :)I love you Honey! Happy Happy Birthday!P.S - He didn't wanted me to bake his cake! Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! 2008 12 31 08:37:32http://adeline.panthera.ro/Bye,%20bye%202008---_31122008083732.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Bye,%20bye%202008---_31122008083732.htmlFirst, before starting bragging/spreading the word/crying out about how I spent the last days, I would like to wish you all: A Merry, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!So, I took a bath to Spike (my second black male cat) And after some couple of hours, took a EKG and found that I have a "PERFECT" heart Three days after, we put up the Christmas Tree which is two meters tall andmade by plastic. Hey, if people buy less trees...aren't they gonna chop less?On December 22, we took pictures!! Lots of pictures near the tree :)Next day, I lost my ID card and the police lady said she can't give me A PIECE OF PAPER to prove my identity since I'm not a...begger I think it's the word. I have a rented house and stuffs... The bad part is that I cannot access my bank account without an ID card or passport (which I do not have). The birth certificate ain't working for that and rent paying time is coming. Well, she said she can get me the ID on January 12!!! WHICH IS LATE, VERY LATE.. so with tears in my eyes, I begged her to give it to me sooner and I think she might give it to me on 29 or 30 December.. at least she said so, but maybe she did it just to get rid of me. Christmas - Christmas was OK. Ordinary, nothing special. Oh, I lie. Food. Much food! Yummy! Andre got a swing and he loves it.Things were good I'm messed up like always P.S to me: I gotta write a review on Alsamed Medical Center! THEY RULE!!P.S 2: I made a second cake! 2008 12 27 13:22:54http://adeline.panthera.ro/How%20were%20the%20past%20few%20days?%20Merry%20Christmas%20to%20all!!---_27122008132254.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/How%20were%20the%20past%20few%20days?%20Merry%20Christmas%20to%20all!!---_27122008132254.htmlThis is my first cake :D2008 12 17 21:29:10http://adeline.panthera.ro/MY%20FABULOUS%20CAKE!!!!!!!---_17122008212910.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/MY%20FABULOUS%20CAKE!!!!!!!---_17122008212910.htmlTomorrow is a big day for me. I am going to get those check-ups. I am pretty much scared of what the doc will find :) I hope the problem is only in my head. That would be easy :)I am a pessimistic person and I can't stop but ask myself: What if I'm not OK? What would I do then? I am weak. Very weak. Probably I would be crushed mentally.Blah! I gotta stop this thinking. I am going to make a cake!2008 12 17 18:31:45http://adeline.panthera.ro/Thursday---_17122008183145.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Thursday---_17122008183145.html2008 12 14 23:30:32http://adeline.panthera.ro/Shameless%20staring%20Baba%20Alla%20---_14122008233032.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Shameless%20staring%20Baba%20Alla%20---_14122008233032.htmlNo matter how hard you try to obtain satisfaction, it's hard as Hell to get it. Maybe to get more joy when the final moment comes? Or sadness if you get tired of trying and you hella give up?Satisfaction...Neah. Sometimes we feel like Kings after obtaining a small thingy, desirable. People are greedy.If I had a million now, tomorrow I would want another. The target would be another.Probably the hunger made me ramble... or the stuffs of today?I'm gonna grab a bite.2008 12 14 23:14:55http://adeline.panthera.ro/Satisfaction---_14122008231455.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Satisfaction---_14122008231455.htmlLast year in October, I started having panic attacks. At first, they were like 5 minutes, but after a while they started getting longer and longer.I still recall a night when my panic attack lasted two hours. Two whole hours of tears, fear of having my heart stop. After that night, I visited a doctor, which without any check-ups just sent me to the psychiatrist.Damn, she was a BITCH. She tried to rape my life after hearing that I have a baby. This was very upsetting so I left her very fast with a little curse on my lips. I took the decision to visit a cardiologist and get a check-up. He found that my heart is very healthy and I have nothing to worry about. Oh well, panic attacks reduced, yada, yada..NOW they are back and strong!It's been a year. A whole year. Damn, this is getting upseting.I've read about panic attacks and my eyes could not believe how many people are getting through the same thing.I will do a series of check-ups this month and if everything will show OK, maybe I will start some therapy, I dunno. I still have the memory of that bitch too strong in my mind.I mean, HEY, take me slow. I am paying you, bitch!Getting back to panic attacks..Recently, more and more people are dealing with them. After all the things people fear, why not another? IMAGINARY! There's war, hunger, poverty, murderers, rapers, thieves, sickness, death, fear of getting fired, fear of losing someone close...... THIS IS THE CHERRY ON TOP. Fear of dying when you're body is OK (in some cases, since I haven't done all the test, I don't know my condition).Oh, and my left lung ached!Fear, fear, fear..Everywhere people live in fear...2008 12 11 21:21:33http://adeline.panthera.ro/Panic%20attacks---_11122008212133.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Panic%20attacks---_11122008212133.htmlMy little bug turns today 4 yo!:D:D:D:D:D:DHappy Birthday little Bug! P.S -I will post pics with him at 4 yo laterzzzz :)2008 12 02 16:59:56http://adeline.panthera.ro/Happy%20Birthday%20Andre!!!---_02122008165956.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Happy%20Birthday%20Andre!!!---_02122008165956.htmlPoinsettiaMexican legend: There was a boy. Poor boy. He had to give Jesus a gift. He didn't had any money. Her parents tought him yada, yada. He picked flowers off the road. He took them to church. The flowers (i dunno this English word) yada, yada. Everybody was amazed. They believed a miracle happened. They called this flower the Christmas Star.Damn, I am really talented at making a story short.P.S- The very short version..There was a boy and his flower. 2008 11 28 01:19:31http://adeline.panthera.ro/Poinsettia%20aka%20Steaua%20Craciunului%20(Christmas%20Star)---_28112008111931.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Poinsettia%20aka%20Steaua%20Craciunului%20(Christmas%20Star)---_28112008111931.htmlI like anime. Anime with beautiful characters, twists and romance. Since Sailor Moon ended, I haven't found another anime to catch my eye. Either the characters were damn ugly, either the story was sucking, either the guys were looking like girls.. but Sailor Moon... Sailor Moon had The Tuxedo Mask (hell of a pretty guy!!!) but now, this past summer, I found Vampire Knight !!! It rulzz! It has everything I seek in a anime! Romance, vampires(did I ever mentioned I suffer of vampire fascination? ), twists, hella beautiful characters.....Some couple of minutes ago, I watched episode 7 from season 2 of Vampire Knight (season two is called Vampire Knight Guilty). While watching it, I had my mouth open all the time and at the end of it, I started saying WOW for like 5 minutes!!I am picky but this anime really kicks ass. I strongly recommend it to all those anime lovers:)2008 11 26 21:51:55http://adeline.panthera.ro/Vampire%20Knight---_26112008215155.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Vampire%20Knight---_26112008215155.htmlBecause math is boring. I tried to see the fun part in it, but failed.Because bookkeeping is not interesting... for me.Because I'm young. Pretty much a teenager. Even inside my mind..Because my dearest friends are from foreign countries. Most of them..Because I am a coward. (this covers more questions)Because I am afraid.Because I cannot predit the future.Because I try.Because I am neophobic.Because I am alone.Because I am frustrated.Because I feel like a misfit... sometimes.Because I DON'T KNOW!Because they are beautiful. Fantomas is like a silent kinda stupid guardian and Spike is like a toy :)Because she became more social:)Because my feelings are deep, deep, deepBecause miracles existBecause love existsBecause we have storms.Because I like to share.Because I have to end this "because list" for tonight :)Late, late Edit: Because that's the third night when my teeth are hella hurting!2008 11 22 22:49:26http://adeline.panthera.ro/because---_22112008224926.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/because---_22112008224926.html2008 11 17 23:19:46http://adeline.panthera.ro/Schnuffel%20Bunny---_17112008231946.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Schnuffel%20Bunny---_17112008231946.htmlShe is Storm. The horse I am riding once a month :) She is inlove with the carrots and she's a little stubborn :)She is a very kind horse and that's why all the kids going there, only ride her.Here are pictures with her :) Next month, I will take some with the other horses too :) 2008 11 02 08:02:48http://adeline.panthera.ro/Introducing%20to%20you...---_02112008080248.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Introducing%20to%20you...---_02112008080248.htmlMaybe two or three years ago, I was very lonely and I decided to get an account on a dating/making friends website. I think I spent almost an hour trying to find something to write about me, trying to choose a picture which would represent me the most. Job done.I was a single girl, from Romania-Bucharest, looking to make online friends.Back then, I was even more anti-social then I am now and my social skills were bad, really, really bad. In front of a human, I was losing myself, my words, my true words were stuck in my mouth, my pimples and my small boobs were making me ashamed... just to be short on it, I had REALLY not much self esteem, nut on the Internet, oh thank God for the Internet.. I was myself. I had pictures where I considered I am beautiful. I remember I was trying maybe one hour to get a beautiful picture of me. One where my pimples and my small boobs would not be that visible, pictures I was proud to send to one and another.So, I got on that website and right in that day, I started receiving my first messages. I was ignoring most of them (picky girl) but sometimes I was finding a interesting message, with a looking-interesting human behind it, so I was sending a reply.I remember my first chat. I found this really interesting guy. His pictures were all dark, Goth and his description was so wonderful, so well written that it made me really want to reply him. Well, the "Prince" wasn't actually a prince. He was like 20, born in Romania, living in Romania, but writing like CRAP in Romanian. Probably he copied that wonderful description from somewhere. After the first 10 minutes of chatting with him, I told him I have to go to sleep, I wished him all the best, then added him into my ignore list.So, from what you've read, you can see that my first experience on a dating website wasn't that great..The second person I chatted with. She was a girl. She contacted me on the chat and ask me if I like girl. I said "No", but then she said something funny and I said something funny back.......... and we started chatting. Later we exchanged Yahoo ID's, made promises that we will drink a coffee sometime..... then she got lost. Maybe as lost as I got for the first guy I chatted with.Later, maybe in one month after she vanished, I was surfing that websites to see the online users... and there she was. A picture with her, with naked boobs, offering sexual services. SHE, that girl I chatted with, i laughed with, I considered a good online friend. I sent her a message asking her why she vanished from Yahoo and asking her to reply me back. Afte.r maybe like 2 days, she came online, we started chatting, but when I asked her why she's doing escort services... she stopped chatting, later she signed out and that was kinda all.The other chats I had, were short and not interesting. Many manele listeners, many fuckers, many stupid people. In my career of dating services user (maybe like 4 months) I have found just a person on the same length I was.Lonely, looking for the big love of his life on that website, but not a harasser or a back turner when I told him I will never meet him and we are surely not compatible. We kept in touch, maybe once a week for as long as I had my old, old Yahoo ID which got hacked.With this blog, I can also tell him, in case he will ever read: Florin P, thanks for the jokes you made and I hope your marriage will last forever.To mention: he found the love of his life. At the cinema. Not on that website.As I wrote, my dating services user career, ended quickly. If I was to make friends, I'd better break the barriers of my mind then use a service like that ever again. Which I did. I started being more social in real life. I got some friends and later I got love (thanks to the Internet, but not to the Dating Services)Why I wrote this huge blog?To give hope to those who think they will never a soul in real life. To give a bit of my experience to those who are gonna attend a website like that. To give a little encouragement to those who are too shy for real life. To preach that there is NO need for that. The picture I choose for this blog, it's the first page of a Romanian dating site. The pictures these humans have, inspire nothing I would want. There are more websites offering these services... maybe that's just the way it happens here, in Romania. I dunno.Maybe for a more social human, looking for the same thing I looked back then, dating websites are GREAT. New people...Do you want something NEW in your web-life? Life? :P2008 10 16 19:34:03http://adeline.panthera.ro/Dating%20services---_16102008193403.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Dating%20services---_16102008193403.htmlMy mood, reflects in evey tiny, single thing I do.There are the people who leave the bad things at the door before stepping in the house. Are they? Where are the bugging things consuming? On the way back from work? On the way to work? While doing groceries?Are my walls following me?Oh well.. my left eye got huge since this morning. Maybe my bugging things are getting more in my vision Nighty night.2008 10 15 00:23:30http://adeline.panthera.ro/Reflection---_15102008002330.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Reflection---_15102008002330.html1 - Because I have been at the sea-side. It ruled. Maybe I will pot about it laterz.2 - Because I am flu-ed.3 - Because I had stuffs to do. R E A L L Y .4 - Because at some points, I am not that happy and I don't really wanna post emo-crap. ( To be more exact: I am not EMO. )5 - Because I don't wanna be famous ;)) ( There's this blogger I hate. He writes a bunch of crap, like 3-4 posts a day 8-|. Crap posts. )6 - Because some excited things happened and I don't know with which one to start ;)7 - Because I want so.8 - Because I am too busy complaining that I'm flu-ed.9 - This is borin, huh? Yeah, because I feel boring.10 - Because I have been busy watching Weeds O_o Quick update: I have a new hair-do. I hate half of it. 2008 09 04 21:25:33http://adeline.panthera.ro/Why%20I%20took/%20I%20am%20taking/%20?%20%20a%20blogging%20break---_04092008212533.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Why%20I%20took/%20I%20am%20taking/%20?%20%20a%20blogging%20break---_04092008212533.html" OUCH, OUCH, OUCH ! ">> Been to the sea side, had lots of fun, burnt my skin :))2008 08 19 23:03:33http://adeline.panthera.ro/Status%20of%20the...%20erhm..%20week..%20ugh%20!---_19082008230333.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Status%20of%20the...%20erhm..%20week..%20ugh%20!---_19082008230333.htmlWe are leaving to the sea-side in 3 hours !!!!! YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYY !!! I can't wait to kiss the sea, to feel the sand beneath my feet .. yeeeeeeeeey !God, I'm sooooooooooo excited !!oh and Honey.... he surprised me !!! He came to me and said " We are going to the sea-side. TONIGHT !!!"AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!God, I'm sooooooooo excited !!Enough, I am not going to write anymore :) all I can say is...YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2008 08 15 21:00:12http://adeline.panthera.ro/Sea%20sideeeeeeeeeeeeeeee---_15082008210012.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Sea%20sideeeeeeeeeeeeeeee---_15082008210012.htmlI STRONGLY believe that this guy is seriously deranged. Honestly, I wish "Shitney" would die just to make Chris Crocker suicide :P :PHoney believes the same thing :D:DWe both support Chris Crocker's suicide ! [flash]http://www.youtube.com/v/c16NYQPV3f4[/flash] 2008 08 03 13:32:08http://adeline.panthera.ro/Die%20Chris%20Crocker,%20Die%20!---_03082008133208.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Die%20Chris%20Crocker,%20Die%20!---_03082008133208.htmlI just hate what they've done with the cigs packets. It's not like they would actually make me quit smoking.. they just disgust me sooo much, that everytime I look at my cigs packet and see that gross picture, I have to turn it over.BLEAHHH !I will quit smoking one day, but not because of their pictures, but because of the prices. As simple as that..2008 07 31 22:28:10http://adeline.panthera.ro/Disgusting%20!!!---_31072008222810.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Disgusting%20!!!---_31072008222810.htmlI am freakin' disgusted. I found too many stuffs about blogging. Why ? Oh, why ?! I started blogging about 3 years ago. I blogged for me, I blogged to keep my friends update on the things messing up inside my head, I blogged because I LOVE to ramble, I blogged because I always tend to talk too much, I blogged because sometimes I had nobody to share my thoughts with.I don't blog to get famous. I don't wanna get Google famous. I blog for the exact reasons I started blogging back then.I.. I.. ISurfing the WEB, I've checked out some famous blogs. They are soo famous, that they need Twitter to update their friends. RSS Feed is old. It's gone. Bye, Bye RSS Feed. I really need to be disturbed at 3 AM because a loser posted a new blog.Did ya' know ? There's even something trendy about blogging.Find those 2-3 famous bloggers. Add them to your blogroll. Start leaving them comments on their latest blog entries. PRAY AND HOPE you will kiss their asses soooo much, that they'll add your page to their blogroll too. God, when that happens-- you can die a happy man.WHAT THE FREAKING FUCKING FUCK ????Oh well, maybe it's just me. Maybe I don't really get the meaning of blogging.. Maybe those "famous" guys really rule.. Maybe.Now I'm gonna update my Twitter friends about this blog. *drolls* they really have to read it. BLEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *playing the X-Files theme*... but what if I spoke the truth ?2008 07 31 14:31:20http://adeline.panthera.ro/Blogging%20RAGE---_31072008143120.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Blogging%20RAGE---_31072008143120.htmlI woke up this morning, thinking about HIM. Honey. I call him: Honey. He is the first man I ever used this nickname with. At the beginning of our relationship, after I realized the change that occurred, I decided to pick a love nickname for him. Lucky me, I had him near me while I picked it. I looked at him, I looked at him, I looked at him. and Honey popped in my mind.I know "Honey" is a popular nickname, but I believe that this is not the reason I picked this nickname. When I look at him, I feel the urge to Honey-ze him :)) Previously, I used "Dolly" (I think this is the English word for "Papusel").I cannot stop but wonder... The love nicknames we use with the loved ones... maybe they aren't just some nicknames..Back then, I used Dolly because that guy was slightly feminine. At some points, I think I can say he was more feminine then I am.. ohoo, and I'm not a very man-ized girl. FAILURE. Total failure. I'm a straight woman, ffs.Why my insides picked "Honey" ?Yeah, I know, I might be rambling again.. it's 11:42, I have near me my cup of coffee. Oh well..Coming back: Why Honey ?Why not Sexy ? (he's sexy..)Why not Smarty ? (he's hella smart)Why not... CupCake ? (it sounds sweet)Why not... Hotty ? (he's hot)ETCETERA.MAYBE, my insides looked up his insides- they had a chit chat, my insides realized that his insides are sweet... but not knowing-sweet ( Honey is made by bees.. insects.. I fear bees.. !!!) and so Honey popped-in!What if the nicknames we chose for our loved ones.. aren't picked just because they sound.. fluffy, nice, bleah ?Oh well.. I goggled "love nicknames"... there are hundreds of websites giving ideas for nicknames..I cut out something from my "To Do" list for today. I rambled. Yeeey !*The X-Files theme playing*But what if I spoke the truth ? What if nicknames are beyond ordinary ?BOO!2008 07 25 11:21:22http://adeline.panthera.ro/The%20Love%20Nicknames!---_25072008112122.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/The%20Love%20Nicknames!---_25072008112122.htmlWe live in a messed up world. While we take a look at our life- weget to see all those bad things rotting us inside.. then we drop ourheads on the window and we see the others. Some of them are normalpeople, living a normal existence; some are weirdos liking to messtheir life more; others are pathetic losers.. but there are some fewexceptional people. We can`t really point them out. They don`t dressabnormal, they don`t walk abnormal.. I guess you can`t really pointthem out until you get to talk with them.. oh la la, but when you doit, you feel proud. You feel proud even for the smallest attention theygive you.The sad part about them, is that most of time, theirmirror is broke and they see a whole different person then they reallyare. They are gifted geniuses.. but ya` know what they say aboutgeniuses- they`re all NUTS-- and maybe that`s what drives them tostrange/wrong paths.I wish the truth to be shown to every exceptional human on this Earth !Poor little world.. has rotten us all...Goodbye. 2008 07 09 17:05:05http://adeline.panthera.ro/Goodbye%20---_09072008170505.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Goodbye%20---_09072008170505.htmlPoor little world...2008 07 09 11:06:06http://adeline.panthera.ro/Status%20of%20the%20week---_09072008110606.htmlhttp://adeline.panthera.ro/Status%20of%20the%20week---_09072008110606.html