Blindfolded ideeas

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(Im)mortality

I imagined my death in a trillion possible ways, although never for those dear to me. I like to believe that they are immortal, even if though, life has showed to me, that sometimes we have to deal with losing someone close. Desperation, anger, denial...some more anger, and later...later, later...acceptance.These people, looking so healthy, looking so well...how can they just collapse? Maybe someone will ask him/herself the same thing regarding my p (»)

Posted by Adeline on September 14, 2009 at 16:57:27 under Category: Personal. Tags forever, relationships, oneofthosefeelings. Comments - 0

Some sort of guilt

(lol)

Outside my block we have a supermarket and some other shops, but the supermarket is closer to my building so I tend to do my shoppings there.Some couple of months, mom came home from shopping asking me for 10 bani. That's little money, you can buy NOTHING with 10 bani.. so 10 bani is the coin you can buy nothing with it..Mom told me that one of the sellers kinda been mean to her because she didn't had 10 bani! I don't know about other countries, but here people leave the small coins at (»)

Posted by Adeline on April 17, 2009 at 20:40:45 under Category: Personal. Tags lol, oneofthosefeelings, sluts. Comments - 0

Older

(vampires don't exist, goddammit!)

Older

Watched "Twilight" yesterday. Honestly, it was one of the worst vampire movie I have ever seen, but even so it made me realize something: I am getting old and no vampire will bit me in the next 5 years so I can forever stay young and beautiful !That's sad, no? But others survived. My math teacher, she is a woman in her forties I guess, her hour bores me to death and I mostly sleep (mentally) or draw... but I can remark her smile. We are all a bunch of idiots at her hour, but even so, she is n (»)

Posted by Adeline on March 06, 2009 at 19:00:23 under Category: Stuffs. Tags oneofthosefeelings, forever, damn, reflection, limits. Comments - 0

Thursday

Tomorrow is a big day for me. I am going to get those check-ups. I am pretty much scared of what the doc will find :) I hope the problem is only in my head. That would be easy :)I am a pessimistic person and I can't stop but ask myself: What if I'm not OK? What would I do then? I am weak. Very weak. Probably I would be crushed mentally.Blah! I gotta stop this thinking. I am going to make a cake! (»)

Posted by Adeline on December 17, 2008 at 18:31:45 under Category: Personal. Tags panic, oneofthosefeelings. Comments - 2

Panic attacks

(To quote Honey "Allah dammit!")

Panic attacks

Last year in October, I started having panic attacks. At first, they were like 5 minutes, but after a while they started getting longer and longer.I still recall a night when my panic attack lasted two hours. Two whole hours of tears, fear of having my heart stop. After that night, I visited a doctor, which without any check-ups just sent me to the psychiatrist.Damn, she was a BITCH. She tried to rape my life after hearing that I have a baby. This was very upsetting so I left her (»)

Posted by Adeline on December 11, 2008 at 21:21:33 under Category: Stuffs,Personal. Tags oneofthosefeelings, panic. Comments - 4

Reflection

Reflection

My mood, reflects in evey tiny, single thing I do.There are the people who leave the bad things at the door before stepping in the house. Are they? Where are the bugging things consuming? On the way back from work? On the way to work? While doing groceries?Are my walls following me?Oh well.. my left eye got huge since this morning. Maybe my bugging things are getting more in my vision Nighty night. (»)

Posted by Adeline on Octomber 15, 2008 at 00:23:30 under Category: Personal. Tags reflection, oneofthosefeelings. Comments - 0

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Last comments :)

mohamad - very beautifull

Brittany - thank s for this i need this for my goegphy class i am so sorrt to hear what ..

Parmenas - what causes the occurrence of an earthquake?

Panthera - another looser. drop dead dude... nobody cares about you.

nerman - noobs, fallout 3 is one of the best fucking games. go play your cs or whatever shit you like

Indranil - which place is that building in ???

lesley jean rondina - ..oh so scared 5 years ago OMG.. ..nakakatakot naman ang earthquake na yan buti nalang nakita kih kaagad coz this is our lesson no.. ..i like that picture coz it so nakakatakot...

rose - i so so sorry....sorry T_T !!!!!!

anthony - im so so so sorry haiti i truly cant send no money but i will alwayskeep you in my prayers

maricel - dapat maging handa palagi.ready for what will be happen like tahiti earthquake.

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